Does he deserve it?

My parents separated when I was 7 years old. Mum raised my younger brother and I single-handedly since then. The only images I remember of my dad, is that of a drunkard, chronic womanizer and a wife beater. Mum sold bean cakes (akara) and some other appetizers for a living. Life was tough, but we managed to survive. Through it all, my younger brother and I were educated to the university level. I am now a lawyer, my younger brother is an engineer and we both have lucrative jobs.

I will be getting married to my long time boyfriend and now fiance in February. All wedding plans are already in top gear. There’s one big issue though; dad wants to play his role on my big day. I’ve been thinking hard about this situation. He hasn’t been around all these years, and now, he wants to be honored? How’s that even possible? Dad’s relatives all insisted that he must be there, else none of them will attend the wedding. To make matters worse, he wants to come with his current wife.

My mum, however, said there is no way she’s gonna allow him to come. She doesn’t want him there at all, talkless of him coming with his current wife. I completely understand her stance of course. She deserves the best of all things, because she suffered a lot to take care of my younger brother and I.

The wedding day is getting closer and this predicament is draining me emotionally, and even physically. My man is worried and he comforts me all the time. What should I do now? Should I allow my dad to be at the wedding or just completely stand by my mother? Does he even deserve it?

People, please advise me…

– Janet

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It’s complicated – Part 3

He responded jokingly, “I think I enjoyed sleeping with my sister then”. I responded, “Don’t you feel weird about this?” and he responded turning to look at me, “Beatrice, you are not my blood sister, plus no one is going to find out”. As we laid there, his ring-tone interrupted us and he picked up his phone. After speaking on the phone, he turned to me and said, “That was dad, they didn’t make the flight because your mom got an emergency call from your grandma. He is on his way home.” I immediately jumped up and started looking for my phone. I was worried about grandma. I called mom’s phone, but she was not picking up. I needed to call Niniola, but I couldn’t do that with Ehis around me. So, I turned to him and asked if he could excuse me. He looked really concerned and took my hands in his, he said “Everything will be alright. I am going to back to school tomorrow but if you need me to stay, I can change…”, I interrupted him and said, “I am fine. I can handle it, I just need to call Niniola”. He nodded and started wearing his boxers before heading out of my room.

After he left, I placed a call to Niniola.

Niniola: Hello dear

Me: Please have you heard about mama? I heard she is very sick. What is going on?

Niniola: I tried calling you, but your phone wasn’t going through. Mama is at our place. My mum is taking care of her. She is feeling better.

Me: Can I talk to her?

Niniola: She is sleeping dear. Don’t worry, she is feeling better. By the way, your voice is low. Is it because of mama?

Me: Yes and no. I am so confused dear.

Niniola: What is going on?

I explained all that had happened to Niniola. Then she asked, “This is serious Beatrice, I hope you guys used protection though? I responded, “No.” She was quiet for a while, but when she noticed I was panicking, she started to calm me down. She assured me everything would be fine but advised me to stay away from him. I told her he would be going back to school tomorrow anyway, so that would not be a problem. We chatted about mama some more and said our goodbyes.

I felt better after my chat with Niniola, and started cleaning up my room. I heard the door bell and headed to the door. It was Mr. Osas. He looked exhausted, and gave me a quick hug as he walked in. He assured me that grandma would be alright. He then reiterated the flight ordeal and how my mom had to go to Ibadan. He told me he didn’t know when mom would be returning.  We chatted some more before I heard Ehis’ footsteps, and immediately I told Mr. Osas I was going to bed. As I was leaving, Ehis was approaching. I hurried past him and headed to my room. I stayed in my room for the rest of the day.

I woke up to a knock on my door. I figured it was Ehis, so I decided to ignore. He knocked for a few seconds and left, then I got a message from him. “Good morning beautiful, I didn’t want to disturb you. I am going to school, and will be back by weekend. Take care dear, I will miss u”. I continued to lay in the bed until I heard the door slam downstairs.

I breathed a sigh of relief and was grateful I will not have to worry about running into Ehis for days. It was just Mr. Osas and I in the house. After some hours, I went to check if Mr. Osas needed breakfast, but he said he was fine. So, I went back to my room. Later, I prepared lunch, and Mr. Osas and I ate while chatting. The house felt lonely without Ehis but I focused on studying.

On Wednesday evening, I was in my room when I heard the knock on my door. I stood up immediately, I figured Mr. Osas needed me to help him with food. I opened the door and greeted him. He looked tired and asked what I was doing. I told him I was reading. He said he wanted to discuss an issue about mom with me and asked if he could come in. I responded with a nod and opened the door wider. He entered, and I went to sit on the bed. He came to sit on the bed too and was looking worried again. To break the silence, I said, “Mr. Osas, I am your daughter now, and whatever is between you and mom that is bothering you, I am sure God will give you the strength to resolve it”. He looked up at me and said, “Thank you, I have always known you are a very smart girl”. I smiled and thanked him. He looked at his phone and asked if I had my charger around. I stood and turned to get the charger. Suddenly, a strong hand pulled me with so much force and threw me to the bed. Before I could realize what was going on, I was struggling for my life with Mr. Osas violently holding my legs and hands. He ripped my skirt so quickly. Before I knew what was going on, I felt a sharp pain as he violently thrusted into me. I screamed with all my strength, but it was to no avail. And as quickly as it started, the struggle stopped. He stood up and sat on the floor saying, “Oh my God! I am so sorry. This is the devil. I am so sorry”. As I laid there, with my arms around my torn clothes in tears, I asked him to get out of my room. I continued to scream without listening to him until I heard the door close. I laid there in so much pain. I couldn’t think. I felt violated and disrespected. I wanted to kill him, but I didn’t have the strength.

I finally found the strength to get up and went straight into the shower. I scrubbed my body so hard, hoping to scrub off every touch of Mr. Osas on my body. The pain was unbearable. I sat on the floor as the water fell on me and cried.

I cleaned up my room and laid in the bed. How do I tell my mom her husband raped me? I know how much my mom loves Mr. Osas, this will shatter her completely. I can’t do this to her. I thought about telling Ehis, but I know he would be shattered to know that his father is a monster. This could break the whole family. I felt it would be selfish to break both my mom and Ehis’ heart by telling them. I didn’t even think it was a good idea to tell Niniola either. As I laid there in bed, there was a knock on the door again. This time, I didn’t bother getting up or even responding. Mr. Osas started to talk though the door. “Beatrice, I know you hate me now. I am very sorry. I don’t know what came over me. Please let’s talk about it. I beg you, please don’t break your mother’s heart by telling her. I am very sorry Beatrice. I promise you, this will never happen again. It was a mistake”. I didn’t respond and after some more pleading, he left.  I stayed in my room till Friday. I didn’t call or pick up any calls.

On Friday afternoon, I heard the door downstairs slammed and heard Ehis voice. I felt better knowing there was someone else in the house besides Mr. Osas and I. When I heard the knock on my door, I went to open it. Ehis was smiling and looked excited to see me. Suddenly, all the feeling I had for him came back and I became shy. I stared at him and he said, “I have missed you. I called and sent you many messages, but you didn’t reply. I will give you time, I know you still feel somehow about us”. I responded with a nod shyly.  Then he said, “I will be in my room” and walked towards his room. I turned back and closed the door behind me. I laid there, just thinking about how my life had changed all in one week.

That evening, my mom arrived back from Ibadan. So, I had to leave my room and mingle with everyone else in the house. During dinner, my mom was seated beside me and across from me were both Mr. Osas and Ehis. My mom was talking about how grandma was feeling a lot better and only missing me. She asked, “Beatrice, are you okay? You haven’t said much since I came back.” “Hun, did you notice it too?”, she was asking Mr. Osas. I turned to her and smiled. I responded, everything was fine and that I had been worried about grandma all week. Both Mr. Osas and Ehis were studying me. I avoided looking at both of them.  Mr. Osas tried to make conversations to me but I responded with nods and smiles. I couldn’t wait to get back to my room.

When I got back to my room, I decided I had to adjust to both men and avoid them as much as I could. My mum and Mr. Osas resumed work that Monday and Ehis was in school during weekdays. So, I was able to adjust being home alone every week. I decided not to tell anyone about all that happened.

Its been 5 months since that awful incident. I woke up doing my chores and started to feel dizzy. I had been feeling that way for weeks, but I decided to go the drug store and get some something to help with the constant migraines and dizziness. I entered the pharmacy, and the attendant came over. “Madam, good afternoon. What can I help you with?” I responded, “I don’t know, I have been feeling dizzy, nauseous and sometimes I have migraines. What do you think I need?”. He smiles, “Madam, that one is easy o. No vex, e be like say you get belle”. I looked at him like he was crazy and said, “You sabi your work at all? I still saw my period this month”. He smiled again and said, “Well, sometimes e dey happen like that. I think you should go to the hospital to check first. I don’t know which medicine I fit give you.” I started to panic and thanked him. I rushed out of the store and started heading home. So many thoughts in my mind but I was convinced I couldn’t be pregnant. I decided to go to the hospital immediately just to get the worry off my mind.

I got to the hospital and explained to the doctor about the dizziness. He responded, “There is nothing to worry about. It could be anything, allergies, or anything. Lets just do some test, so we know what to do”. He smiled, and I was relieved. At least, he didn’t come up with pregnancy crap unlike the silly attendant.  I had some money saved with me, and I was happy the money was enough for all they had to do.  I was told to come back 2 days after for the result. I went home feeling happy and relieved. The thought of the attendant saying I was pregnant flashed in my mind and I laughed out loud. “What a stupid conclusion” I thought.

I went to the University and found out that I had gotten admission to start school in September. I left the school feeling very excited and went straight to the hospital. The doctor greeted me with a smile and asked me to sit down. He has such a great smile, I thought. He began saying, “Ms. Beatrice, all the tests came back good. You have nothing to worry about”. I smiled and felt relaxed. It occurred to me that I had been holding my breath since I got to the hospital. He continued, “And Congratulations, you are 5 months pregnant”. He was smiling at me and I continued to stare at him blankly. Suddenly, it occurred to him that this must have been a shock for me and his smile turned to worry. I sat there terrified; my world was crashing. Tears started rolling down from my eyes. He started apologizing but I stood up and started walking. I didn’t know how I left the hospital.

As I walked down the road, it started raining. I am in a complete dilemma. I don’t know what to do with myself.

I am pregnant at 19, and the father of my baby could be either Ehis or Mr. Osas. Who do I tell? What should I do?

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I think I’m being haunted

I have been living in this building for 2 years now. There are four other apartments in the building. Since I have been living here, my next door neighbor and I have only exchanged words a few times. For safety reasons, I won’t say his name because he is a weird guy.

Last week, I was in my room when I started hearing a screaming voice. I went to the door and noticed the voice was coming from my weird neighbor’s apartment. I decided to go peep in his window. I couldn’t believe what I saw. I saw a girl on the floor and there were three other guys in the room laughing. As she lay there, one of the men moved towards her and kicked. She laid lifeless on the floor. I froze. I didn’t see what initially happened to her.

As I made an attempt to run, my eyes locked with the girl’s. She looked helpless and lifeless. I ran back to my room. I was so scared.  I called my mom and told her straightaway. She said, “You better keep your mouth shut, this is Lagos. They can come after you. Besides, you don’t know what happened to the girl anyway”.

Since then, I have been seeing this girl in my dreams. It’s like I am hallucinating or something. I don’t know what to do anymore.

Please, someone tell me what to do.

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TABOO – Part 3 by Ash Alliu

Mum: Taiwo, she is waiting for you.

As Taiwo came into the room, the atmosphere got lighter. It was the first time that Yinka felt butterflies in her stomach when she saw him. He was a well built 32 year old man. His caramel skin was smooth and his eyes were as blue as the clear sky. He was thick and tall, his lips were full and he had a lock beard that matched his well-defined eyebrows .

Yinka: Hey Taiwo, please can you come closer? I am not going to bite you.

Taiwo quickly rushed to Yinka’s side. He desperately needed to be close to her. It was like a baby in urgent need of warmth and safety in his mother’s arms. He made himself comfortable and laid next to her. And then it happened, tears rolled down Taiwo’s eyes.

Taiwo: What did I do wrong? Ever since I met you, I have been trying to reach out to your heart, but you keep it closed all the time. You have made me feel like I don’t deserve you. The only time we become one is when you are sad. And now, you have given me my greatest joy and deepest pain. My heart’s desire is growing inside of you and I have promised my life to another woman.

Yinka was silent, she couldn’t say a word. She knew she was in love with him, but she was brought up to be strong, never to show her emotions. She got hold of Taiwo’s right hand with one hand, and held his face with the other.

Yinka: Taiwo, I remember when I first met you at Hugh Hefner’s 69th birthday. I was quite impressed when I saw you sitting down in a corner, while all your teammates were having fun with the Bunnies at the mansion. I was so nervous that day. It was the first time I ever went to the Playboy mansion.

Taiwo: Yeah and there you were, balancing your body in those Gucci heels. I think you were a bit tipsy that day. I remember you accidentally pouring your champagne on me, cause you tripped on Lil Wayne’s foot.

Yinka: It was so embarrassing. I bet he thought I was making a move on him, but to his disappointment, I landed in your arms.

Taiwo: I don’t know how I was able to catch you. I guess it was a reflex. You know how we do in basketball, we need to put our eyes on the ball. Once it is in our hands, we don’t let go. That night, you were the ball. The funniest part of the story was when you looked into my eyes and asked me if I was wearing contacts.

Yinka: Hahaha, yeah I made a fool of myself that night.

Taiwo: Me too. Contrary to public belief, I am quite slow when it comes to women. I was the only child and I never knew my mum. I grew up with grandma. So you can imagine, there was zero action in the house. Girls were scared of grandma.

Yinka: Well, I must have been lucky. Your grandma used to bake nice cakes for me and pamper me each time I visited. I miss her so much.

Taiwo: I miss her too. I remember how you were there for me the day she passed away. A day became a whole month in my apartment, waking up to your sweet smile.

Yinka: You know I will never let you fall. But Taiwo, it doesn’t matter what we had, you are engaged. You are getting married and well, I am keeping this baby. If I may ask, how did you meet Ashley?

Taiwo: She has been my banker since I became a professional basketball player and as you can imagine, she was my friend before we became something else. Although she is an attractive woman, I fell for her when you dumped me on my birthday for like the “30th” time, and left to Paris for Fashion Week. Yinka, I was hurt and confused, but she was there for me… That night, I thought I was doing the right thing.

Yinka: And the right thing was?

Taiwo: Getting over you. The night you returned, I was ready to give us one last chance. I wanted to propose to you. But before I knew it, you were gone. I begged you to come back, but you refused.

Yinka was shocked. That was the same night she met Ashley.

Taiwo: Yinka Anderson I love you, ever since I set my eyes on you.

Taiwo held Yinka and started kissing her with such passion that he wasn’t able to hear Ashley coming in.

Ashley: Excuse me, am I interrupting something?

Taiwo jumped out of the bed and faced Ashley. He was embarrassed and confused. Yinka on the other hand, started to wonder about Ashley. There was something weird about her.

Ashley: Honey, I came here because you were not picking up your phone. I was worried about you. Baby, I think your presence is needed outside. Yinka’s mum is having a word with the doctor.

Taiwo went out of the room in silence. Ashley went closer to Yinka while giving her an intimidating look.

Ashley: It looks like Taiwo is still in love with you. What a fool. He doesn’t know you as well as I know you.

Yinka: Shut up Ashley. You don’t know shit about me.

Ashley: Oh darling, that’s where you are wrong. I know enough about you. I know about your drunken father. I know about the little favors you used to do to businessmen in order to pay for your studies. And, I know about our affair. So, if you know what’s good for your beloved reputation, stay away from Taiwo before I go to the press and tell them your story.

Yinka: I am not ashamed of my past Ashley. If you want, you can shout to the whole world that I had an affair with a woman. You go ahead and shout it. If you want to go to the press to do so, you might as well tell them that I am expecting a child from Taiwo Oluokon.

Ashley: Well Yinka, that makes two of us then. I am also pregnant…

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Tithe issues

I was in a church fellowship some days ago. Interestingly, the pastor preached about tithing. During his sermon, he mentioned that any church member that is not tithing is cursed. He further said that such church members should be ready for more terrifying consequences, which may even include death!!! Wow, that was it for me. I couldn’t stand it… I quietly got up and left the church.

Ok guys, I know everyone has their opinion about this tithe issue… Honestly though, from the look of things, some pastors are turning it into a do or die affair. This is getting crazy.

Anyway, this is just my opinion. What do you guys think?

– B.J.

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Horror first date!

I met Charles when I was a freshman at the university. The guy was so charming and I really liked him. We became friends and talked often. I had hope that we will one day be in a relationship, but Charles wasn’t ready. He said he just got out of one relationship and he wasn’t ready for any commitment at the time, but he wanted us to still remain friends.

We remained friends for almost 3 years. Yes, I waited and waited… I didn’t date any other man during this period. Then finally, after almost 3 years, Charles finally asked me out on a date. I was super excited. He invited me for dinner at a restaurant.

I was already on my way to the restaurant when I suddenly got a text from Charles saying, “Sorry, I’ll have to cancel our date.” I was disgusted by the text and I parked my car to reread it again properly. I said to myself, “Did this guy just cancel our first date through a text message?” I decided to call him, to ask why he’s canceling. To my surprise, he said, “Oh sorry, some of my guys came around. So, I can’t make it.” I couldn’t believe it. Already in tears, I responded, “Did you just choose your guys over me? It’s our first date for goodness sake.” He replied, “C’mon, stop crying. Why are you even crying? It’s just a date. I’ll talk to you later.” He ended the call.

Not satisfied by such explanation, I drove to his place. On getting there, I met one of his friends outside. I asked the friend, “What are you guys doing in there?” He said, “Oh, we’re just drinking, hanging out and playing video games.” Imagine, he chose that over me??? I didn’t bother to go in. I drove back home, crying. I felt like a fool for wasting almost 3 precious years on this unserious dude.

Now, I’m picking up my pieces and hoping for a better man to give me true love. Lesson learned… Ladies, if he says he’s not ready for a commitment, do not wait!!! Just move on immediately.

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Should level of education matter?

I have been dating a guy for over 6 years and he hasn’t given me a promise ring, talkless of an engagement ring. I have talked with him several times about taking our relationship to the next level, but his response is always the same, “Babe, get your Master’s degree first.”

Guys, this is frustrating. I’m getting tired… I’ve turned down lots of other guys because of this dude.

Should level of education be a condition for engagement or marriage??? Imagine, I’m not even “Lord of the rings”… At least, that would have been better…

– Dee

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Married but single?

Recently discovered that my wife of over 5 years, listed herself as single on Facebook. I angrily asked her why. She said, “It’s not a big deal. I hardly go on Facebook anyway.” Then I said, “In that case, change your status to married.” She refused.

This matter has led to a serious problem in my home. We might get a divorce… Any advice? Pls help!

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IT’S COMPLICATED – PART 2

I stood there and could not move. We both stared at each other like we just saw ghosts. That moment suddenly felt like an eternity of confusion and shock. Suddenly, I felt like it was just two of us in the room.  Then, he stretched his hands towards me and forced a smile. I snapped out of my thoughts and shook his hands. We both pretended not to know each other. Mr. Osas continued with the introduction, “Her name is Beatrice. I want you to make her feel at home and help her. She is your sister. Please help her carry her bags to her room”. Ehis moved towards me and carried my luggage. He smiled to my mom and asked me to follow him to my room. I walked behind him as we went up the stairs. He didn’t say anything until we entered my room.

Once I entered, he closed the door and started to pace around the room. I stood there waiting for him to speak first. I was in a state of shock and confusion, I didn’t know what to think. He still looked just as handsome as I had seen him on the video calls, and I was still in love and attracted to him. He broke the silence and said, “I can’t believe you are the one they told me about”. I looked up, he was still pacing around the room and avoiding my face. The room was silent again. Then, the voice of Mr. Osas calling us both broke the silence. He looked at me with confusion in his eyes, and left the room without saying another word.

I went to the bed and laid for a minute. I couldn’t think and my mind was blank. So, I stood up, changed my clothes and went down to meet them. Everyone was waiting for me. Mr. Osas suggested we all go eat dinner at KFC. When we got to the car, Ehis and I sat in the back seat in silence. Suddenly, Ehis put his hands on mine. I jerked out of my thoughts, out of surprise and removed my hands immediately. I looked at him, but he avoided looking back.  I wanted to know what thoughts were running through his mind. I thought, “Is he as confused as I am?”. We stayed away from each other for the rest of the evening. When we got to the restaurant, he sat beside his dad, across from me and mom. He was sitting right in front of me, and looking at me. I had my head down the whole time and avoided his eyes until Mr. Osas asked, “Are you ok dear?”. I responded with a nod. Then he continued, “you have been quiet since we got to Lagos. You are probably missing grandma”. Hearing about my grandma brought a smile to my face. I smiled and decided to drink from my glass of water to hide my shyness, then my phone beeped. It was a text message and I quickly opened it. I was glad I got distracted but the message was from Ehis. It says, “Infectious smile, my heart melts”. I almost smiled again, then I remembered he was right in front of me, staring.

I avoided looking at him all through and had my meal mostly nodding and smiling at Mr. Osas and my mom. When we got home, everyone was tired. I told them I was going to bed when we got in, to avoid any chit-chatting. I got to my room and locked the door immediately.

I laid on my bed, dazed and confused. Then, I decided to call Niniola. I explained everything to Niniola and she was just as shocked.

Niniola:  Girl! This could be fate. Maybe destiny wants you guys to be together. He is not your blood, so the “brother and sister” thing is not real.

Me: But we live in the same house.

Niniola: So, na your mama born am? Anyway, how did he look when you saw him?

Me: I won’t lie, he was even more handsome than he looked on video. I am so attracted to him. I don’t know what I am going to do. I am so confused.

Niniola: There is nothing complicated about this. You are both in love, just go with the flow.

Me: (deep sigh) … anyway, let me go to bed. We are going to church tomorrow morning.

Niniola: Alright girl! Kiss him well for me (laughs)

Me: Good night.

I ended the call and laid still on the bed, thinking about what Niniola said. Then I received a text message on my phone. It was Ehis, “You are more beautiful in person. I couldn’t take my eyes off you all night”. I responded, “Thank you.  You didn’t look bad yourself”. We continued to chat until late, then I told him I was about to sleep.

The next morning, I woke up and started to get ready for church. I was so conscious of what I would wear. I wanted to look good for Ehis, but I didn’t want it to be obvious. I wore a tight fitted green knee length dress, with red shoes. I looked at the mirror multiple times that morning, just to make sure I was perfect. I concluded I made the right fashion decision because when Ehis saw me, I could see him struggling to take his eyes off me. I smiled inwardly, “mission accomplished”.

On Monday, mom called me and told me that she and Mr. Osas would be having their court wedding on Friday, and they would be going to Jamaica on Saturday. I asked her how long they would be gone for and she said one week.  Throughout that week, I avoided Ehis and only communicated by texting.  All I could think about was the shock of staying in the house alone with Ehis. I decided I must be strong and avoid him. I planned to focus on my studies and occupy my mind with getting ready to start the university.

My mom looked gorgeous for her wedding. I helped her with everything, making sure everything went as planned for her. The next day, Ehis and I drove them to the airport. As we said our goodbyes to mom and Mr. Osas, mom turned to me and said with a smile, “Beatrice, please take care of Vincent. You know he is a guy, don’t starve him”. And Ehis started to smile. I nodded to her and wove to them as they headed towards the security check. Once they were out of sight, I turned around and we headed to the car.  We drove home in silence and I went straight to my room once we got home.

I stayed in my room the whole day. I was determined to avoid him as much as I could. Around 6pm, I went to the kitchen to make dinner. I cooked some rice and chicken. I hadn’t heard from Ehis all day, and I liked it that way. Dinner was getting cold, so I had to inform him. I thought about sending him a text message, but it could sound rude. I stood there debating, wondering why I was complicating the issue of just reaching out to him for dinner. I told myself, “He is your brother, and he is not all that cute anyway”. So, I started to walk towards his room and saw him heading towards me shirtless. I immediately wanted to run back, but it was too late, he already saw me. He said, “I thought you were going to keep avoiding me. Anyway, I am about to starve to death and I am sure you don’t want me calling your mom to report you”. I smirked and responded, “I wasn’t avoiding you. Why should I avoid you?” He moved closer to me immediately and gently pushed me to the wall. He pressed his shirtless hard chest on me, his nose almost touching mine and said, “you can’t deny how we both feel about each other”. He continued to stare into my eyes. I couldn’t think, his smell was that of a sweet rainforest. I could feel his masculinity as he sensually stroked my hands. When I didn’t respond, he moved his gaze from my eyes to my lips and slowly planted kisses, waiting for my reaction. I didn’t know when my hands went around his neck and kissed him back. He moaned passionately as he drove deeper into the kiss, using his hands to caress the back of my neck. It felt so good I could barely think. Suddenly, I realized what was happening and pushed back. He continued to look at me with so much passion in his eyes as we both tried to catch our breath.

I regained my strength and hurried past him into the kitchen. He followed slowly behind me. I pointed at his food without saying a word, grabbed my food and hurried out of the kitchen to my room.

I entered my room and closed the door. As I laid on my bed, I could still feel his lips on mine. I couldn’t think, it felt so good but so wrong at the same time. “I just kissed my brother”, I thought, and the worst part was, I liked it. I laid there, replaying the kiss in my head when a knock on the door distracted me. I stood up and went to the door, “What is it?” I asked. He responded, “Can I talk to you?”. I stood there for some minutes then slowly opened the door. He was still shirtless and had so much passion in his eyes. We stared at each other for some seconds, and before I knew what was happening, we grabbed each other and passionately started kissing again. I pulled his bare chest closer and dug my nails into his back. He carried me into his hands and headed for the bed. We made love with so much tenderness in the air.

We laid the on the bed in silence. I broke the silence and said, “I just made love to my brother” ….

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